Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Excerpt from by book 'Alana'


Where was her mother, how could she allow this to happen to her?

His fingers were groping her, touching her, thrusting into her. The pain was excruciating. She’d never even had a boyfriend before. She’d never been kissed before, but he was touching her, he was violating her.  Tears slid down her cheek and she screamed, but the screams were muffled by his mouth that had never left hers. He lifted her body and repositioned it on the couch. She struggled. He slapped her across the face. She hadn’t noticed a ring, but there must have been one on his fingers because something had torn into her flesh. She cried out but again his mouth covered hers. Again he was on top of her. She hadn’t heard his pants unzip, but she could feel him trying to position himself inside of her. Alana felt like she was about to die. She felt all the fight leave her body. With one final thrust he tore into her flesh and his was inside her body. He had completed his violation of her entire being. His repeated thrusting tore into her again and again for what seemed like an eternity, yet the clock behind his head said the entire ordeal lasted only five minutes.  With one final grunt, he was done. He lifted himself off of her and zipped up his pants.

He turned and looked at her mother who was still standing there, said a very polite gentlemanly thank you and left. 

Dear Future Husband


Dear Future Husband, 

I admire who God is creating you to be. I admire your sense of resolve and your unconditional love towards me. I admire your ability to make decisions. I admire your ability to help me take care of you. I admire the fact that you can fill out a form on your own without getting confused but you still seek my opinion. I admire your ability to keep the house together when I'm gone but can't wait till i return, not so i can pick up your mess, but because you can't stand to be away from me. I love that you are my biggest fan and you don't get jealous when I succeed. I love that you can succeed on your own, but refuse to move forward without my opinion. I love that you're not helpless but you still want my help. Your great qualities make me excited to be moulded for you. I'll sit at the potter's wheel and let him make me "perfect" for you. Don't grow weary waiting for me as I won't grow weary waiting for you. If we both put God first, the time will be short. Don't change those qualities I've mentioned for you're a rare sort. 

I love you!!!